Sunday, January 31, 2010

CAROLEA’S STORY

Faith is walking to the very edge and taking one more step. Carolea

I found myself in a very dysfunctional marriage. My husband was addicted to sex, pron and extramarital affairs. We had two sons. Matthew died of a childhood illness in 1978. I finally divorced my husband in 1987, when Joe, our last surviving son turned 18 years of age.

On July 31, 1989 Joe was killed in a single car accident when he was driving home on a foggy night, fell asleep and hit a guard rail, killing him instantly. I really struggled with what I was to do with my life. I took a year off from my job to do my grief work and heal. I had faith that God and I could get through this ordeal together. I did nothing in my own strength, rather I decided to rely on Him. He knew the Master plan, I did not.

In 1997 I sensed that God was getting me ready for a change. I had no idea what that might be and trusted that when it was important fo me to know, He would fill in the blanks. I took a vacation to Arkansas in the spring of 1998. By April 1999 I drove a rental truck to Mountain View, Arkansas loaded with all my household items to begin a new chapter in my life's journey. I did not know anyone in Mountain View. People asked me if I had any 'kin folk' here and I honestly answered 'no'. I knew this was the place God chose for me because when I first drove into the town and saw the sign announcing I had arrived in Mountain View - population 2,686, I choked up and was overwhelmed with tears and a deep feeling in my heart that I was HOME.

Another confirmation was when I put an offer on a piece of property, the offer was accepted and then I placed my home in Duluth on the market, within four days I had two parties fighting over the property, and I got more than my asking price. This all happened in less than five days.

I have been very blessed by many wonderful friends in Mountain View. A small group of us started a Lutheran Church in that town, many of those were also transplants from Minnesota, Wisconsin and Iowa. This gave me a wonderful church family.

God wants what is the very best for each of us. He found me my little piece of paradise on earth. I have never regretted my decision to trust and obey. He is an awesome God!!!